Thursday, February 5, 2009

INSIDE MY SILENCE LIFE


Kite sering menghadapi suasana sepi dalam hidup ini. Walau kesepian itu hanya lah sementara atau pun selama-lamanya. Mungkin itu adalah takdir yang telah oleh tuhan kepada umatnya untuk melalui susana itu.

Ingat lagi masa kaer tgk dvd cerita Sepi, best bangat. Cerita tue banyak memberi impak dalam kehidupan kaer. Especially bila Nasha Aziz berlakon, i like she act. Eh terlajak pulak cerita pasal movie. Actually its about my life ler. heheheheh

Hari nie, kaer rasa emo sikit, mana taknya, semalam dapat daripada panggilan seseorang yang pernah kaer cintai ( cinta bertepuk sebelah tangan), die call kaer just nak tanya khabar dan ask about my life. Terkejut jugak bila die call. Kiter orang dah lama tak berhubung maklumlah merajuk dengan si die katanya. Kaer cuma beritahu my lfe just fine n go on like others. Selepas borak-borak dengan die dalam telefon, perasaan kaer rasa sedih. Ialah die asyik citer pasal life die dengan orang teman istimewa die, hangin aku. Mentang-mentang lah kaer single, saja jer nak buat orang meroyan sorang-sorang.

Apatah lagi when my best fren already found his shoulder to cry on, jealous sangat. Bertuah my best fren tu. Die deserve apa yang die dapat sekarang, I'm proud with u " DEE" . Its ok, life must go on, no matter no matter how, there will have something that we can look out for. Kaer ada terbaca satu poem ni, its meaningful bagi kaer ;


Never thought there'll come a time,
I'll feel again the warmth of its shine.
You came like a rain in my mind,
Still there's a reason that I should find.


There were many things I should have known,
Yet my fear held its throne.
It led my heart to a place I know,
Where there's no other way but to grow.


Only God knows where this will go,
I could only ask for His mercy to show.
For prayers and love are all I have.
Because there's no other way I know my love.





LOVE IT!!!!!!!!!!


p/s: Bagi kaer setiap kesepian, terdapat sedikit keceriaan yang mungkin kite nikmati dan secara tidak langsung ia memberi satu seribu makna dalam kehidupan kite nanti, So tak perlu takut dengan bayang sendiri..........

2 comments:

cDeeAbdulRazak said...
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Anonymous said...

life is too short to meroyan dalin move on bitch! enjoy ur life! fasha..matila kena deleted comment nie lalallaa